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	<title>Bethstump's Journals</title>
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	<modified>2007-12-31T21:43:00Z</modified>
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	<author><name>bethstump</name></author>
		  <entry>
	    <title>I am sorry my friends</title>
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	    <issued>2007-12-31T21:43:00Z</issued>
	    <modified>2007-12-31T21:43:00Z</modified>
	    <created>2007-12-31T21:43:00Z</created>
	    <summary type="application/xhtml+xml"><![CDATA[<P>I am deeply sorry for neglecting this site and all my friends here</P>
<P>I have had many new interests recently and&#133;]]></summary>
	    <author><name>bethstump</name></author>
	    <content type="application/xhtml+xml" mode="xml" xml:lang="en-us"><![CDATA[&lt;P&gt;I am deeply sorry for neglecting this site and all my friends here&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;I have had many new interests recently and its extremly difficult for me to use all the sites, I've completely given up Neopets.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;But for my friends I've new interests &lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;I am an anime/manga fan now!&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;I love Naruto! It is my favorite TV show!&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt; &lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;But I completely forgot to feed my musical taste relating to FOB&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt; &lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;I had almost forgotten about them until I saw them just today on tv&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;So I beg you, please fill me in on anythng big thats been going on, FOB pr P!ATD related&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;My friends Brandy, Jenn, Brittany, Barbra and others I might have forgotten...&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;I wish for you all to forgive my absense, please.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;I did not mean to forget about what I really like&lt;/P&gt;]]></content>
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		  <entry>
	    <title>To any of my friends here on Buzznet who are worried</title>
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	    <id>buzznet:user:entry:id:1003051</id>
	    <issued>2007-09-15T18:15:00Z</issued>
	    <modified>2007-09-15T18:15:00Z</modified>
	    <created>2007-09-15T18:15:00Z</created>
	    <summary type="application/xhtml+xml"><![CDATA[<P>I go through phases of obbsession I am a TRUE FOB fan but right now I am not obbsessing about&#133;]]></summary>
	    <author><name>bethstump</name></author>
	    <content type="application/xhtml+xml" mode="xml" xml:lang="en-us"><![CDATA[&lt;P&gt;I go through phases of obbsession I am a TRUE FOB fan but right now I am not obbsessing about them&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt; &lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;at the moment I am back with my Kingdom Hearts obbsession, my first.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;So for a while I wont be too active on buzznet I will be using this site though &lt;A href=&quot;http://bethstump.deviantart.com/&quot;&gt;http://bethstump.deviantart.com/&lt;/A&gt;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;I'll get over this phase fast and will be back to mormal in no time!&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt; &lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;oh and the story of back to obbsession I was playing a doggie dress up game on deviantart and one of the hair for on its head was Soras! So I found more and more pics of KH on deviantart and well then I wanted to play the game! And thats what ive been doing instead of using the computer I just got to the tron level!! And Ive only been playing 12 hours!! Thats a good thing cause I dont skip scenes&lt;/P&gt;]]></content>
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		  <entry>
	    <title>My dreams are oh so intricate (Chapter 4 pregnancy part 2)</title>
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	    <issued>2007-08-14T21:57:00Z</issued>
	    <modified>2007-08-14T21:57:00Z</modified>
	    <created>2007-08-14T21:57:00Z</created>
	    <summary type="application/xhtml+xml"><![CDATA[<P align=left>Okay yeah took a while dreamers block, well and I pulled something in my back and hand. Seriously Im&#133;]]></summary>
	    <author><name>bethstump</name></author>
	    <content type="application/xhtml+xml" mode="xml" xml:lang="en-us"><![CDATA[&lt;P align=left&gt;Okay yeah took a while dreamers block, well and I pulled something in my back and hand. Seriously Im wearing a brace right now! So this is gonna hurt in the morning!&lt;/P&gt;

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&lt;P&gt;&lt;BR&gt;  It was the morning, I was laying in bed cat napping where your eyes are closed but your awake. I was too lazy didnt want to move. I could hear Patrick moving around the room probably getting dressed. Then I felt something hard on my legs and sharp things, &quot;BARK!&quot; I jumped up! On the bed, &quot;Get down Jamsie!&quot; He just got down on his fronts like he wanted to play, &quot;Hes just playing&quot; Patrick said as he was putting his pants on. &lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;   &quot;Wow that bellys gettin big&quot; I looked down, it was the fith month &quot;Have the guys noticed yet?&quot; &quot;They havent said anything but they might know.&quot;I thought for a couple minutes, &quot;How bout they come to eat later I'll cook something.&quot; &quot;Like what? You don't know how to cook&quot; Wow I still can't cook even when im older! &quot;I dont know. BarB-Q, I know how to do that!&quot; I can my mom and dad are both awesome at it! Its a positive gene. &quot;Sounds good I tell them when I go over to practice.&quot; I give him the face &quot;Will you drop me off at Aubrees?&quot; He looked at me while he reaached for his glasses &quot;Yeah thats fine&quot; I looked at him again &quot;Thanks Sweetie&quot; He took off the glasses and handed them to me, &quot;Wrong glasses&quot; He said.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;  We put Jamsie on a leash and got him in the car on the towel, dog fur ruins the interior. I got in the passenger seat, I only drive my car. &quot;You'll probably get bored&quot; Patrick said as he entered the car, he started and we headed off. &quot;What?&quot; I qeustioned &quot;You should see yourself when you've got nothing to do.&quot; and he made a face. &quot;Don't worry well probably go to the mall and buy a bunch of crap&quot; He glanced at me then back at the road, &quot;Not too much crap then.&quot; We just watched the road for a few minutes, then he looked at me &quot;I love you&quot; I smiled &quot;Love you too.&quot;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;  He dropped me off at Aubrees, she came out before he left, &quot;Wow your belly is getting huge!&quot; Patrick stopped before he completely back out of the driveway &quot;Yes,&quot; He started slowly back again evened out &quot;And its all mine!&quot; Aubree just got this look on her face &quot;Should he be announcing that to the world?&quot; I smiled &quot;He can its 'his' world&quot; We laughed and headed inside.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;  &quot;Yeah that sounds great I'll get the girls to come too!&quot; Aubree and I were talking about the BBQ &quot;Ashley and Sabrina oh and Jill too!&quot; I sat down &quot;Yep but first I told Patrick I'd buy some stuff at the mall.&quot; She looked at me &quot;Like what?&quot; I couldnt think of anything &quot;I dont know but I do need maternity clothes I only have three shirts!&quot; She got this look &quot;Yeah I'm calling Ashley now.&quot; And she got on the phone.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;  We were all at the mall I had found bunches of awesome shirts and we were in Hot Topic &quot;Istill don't like it in here.&quot; Aubree never ever felt comfertable in there, I was looking at spike bracelets. I grabbed a few and checked out. We went back to Aubrees after lunch right when we got there Patrick called &quot;Hey Im comming by,&quot; I hadn't even looked at a clock it was four! We'd been out for five hours. &quot;You all back at Aubrees,&quot; &quot;Yeah were all here we're gonna carpool Ashley she doesnt want to ride with Jill shes afraid.&quot; &quot;okay then be there in a few, see ya&quot; &quot;Bye&quot; I hung up.&quot;Come on Ashley our rides gonna be here in a few&quot;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;  Patrick got there and picked us up to drive us across town &quot;now tell me why didnt you bring your car?&quot; I dont know why I didnt &quot;I have no idea, I just love riding with you&lt;STRONG&gt;&lt;FONT color=#ff0000&gt;&#226;&#153;&#165;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/STRONG&gt;&quot; Ashley was just staring as we goggled each other. &quot;road.&quot; Patrick jumped up and hit the brakes! &quot;Ashley don't do that!&quot; He yelled &quot;I got bored&quot; and she started laughing, she had her rights though we can be boring! &quot;Well dont do it again.. at least not in my car&quot; I looked at her and we both started giggleing&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;  We were all down at the house my sisters my mom my friends and FOB and there friends, I was already cooking, wearing a nice but baggy shirt no one will know till later. I was at the grill Patrick came over and kissed me &quot;everything going fine?&quot; I looked up at him &quot;Yep everything is fine&quot; He has this weird look &quot;Your mom wont leave me alone&quot; I smiled &quot;Just try and do something she doesnt like&quot; &quot;Likeee...&quot; I thought &quot;Ehh just egnore her.&quot;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;  &quot;Guys! Its all done!&quot; Then first one up was my mom and Ashley I hugged Mom. &quot;Beth you need to lose alittle weight you've got a tummy&quot; Ashley giggled &quot;What&quot; &quot;Nothing mom&quot; Patrick walked by with Joe to get food, at that time I went in the house to see what Andy would eat. &quot;Andy&quot; &quot;Yeah?&quot; I walked over to him &quot;What're you going to be eatin?&quot; He looked around &quot;I dont know I think I'm gonna have to go find something.&quot; &quot;Well make sure your back were all gonna be eating in the back&quot; &quot;K!&quot; And he ran out the door then ran back and reach on top the fridge &quot;Forgot my keys!&quot;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;  We were all eating outside when Andy walked out he had some vegitarian mac and cheese. (?) Patrick and I sat right next to each other whispering what we were gonna say, while still keeping in conversation. So Patrick stood up, &quot;Only five of you know why Beth and I have invited you over today.&quot; Joe yells &quot;Because you love us right?&quot; Everyone laughed but Patrick &quot;But we are mainly here to tell three people something thats been in their faces for quite a while.&quot; He looked at the guys &quot;Beth and I are expecting&quot; &lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;   Andy got this look on his face like he was gonna cry, Pete just smiled, and Joe stuffed another hotdog in his mouth then looked at me smiling and with a mouth full of food &quot;Show me da tummy&quot; I lifted my shirt enough so they could see &quot;Its gonna get bigger too.&quot; My mom said then Manda &quot;Yes those Horrible streach marks!&quot; They laughed and I got this look like yeah keep laughing!&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;  later that day Jamsie came bounding up the porch, Hem was chasing him and the little guy was scared, &quot;So is it a boy or a girl&quot; Pete asked Patrick and I looked at each other &quot;You mean you dont know yet?!?!&quot; My mom was surprised at our stpidity &quot;I haven't gone to see that yet&quot; My sister looked at me like I was crazy. &quot;You gotta go tomorrow then! I wanna know!&quot; Patrick and I looked at each other and we agreed to go when we could. &quot;I wanna name it William or Danny!&quot; &quot;SHUT UP JOE!!&quot;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;  Later that day when everyone had left Patrick and I were on the couch, acting like we did when we were still dating, you know.. Mouth in mouth. Then we watched TV and talked, boring crap you wouldnt want to hear. Then we got tierd and went to bed, little bit of helping each other get dressed, yes still attracted to each other seriously attracted we've on;y been married four months! &quot;night Patrick Ill call the dotor tomorrow&quot; He yawned &quot;thats good I'll come too&quot; He held my hand he was all out on the bed.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;To Be Continued...&lt;/P&gt;]]></content>
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		  <entry>
	    <title>TAGGED</title>
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	    <issued>2007-08-09T14:04:00Z</issued>
	    <modified>2007-08-09T14:04:00Z</modified>
	    <created>2007-08-09T14:04:00Z</created>
	    <summary type="application/xhtml+xml"><![CDATA[<H2 id=itemtitle>&nbsp;</H2>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: italic">I was tagged by <A href="http://sweetestangel16.buzznet.com/user/"><FONT color=#000000>sweetestangel16</FONT></A>&nbsp;<A href="http://nicole0818.buzznet.com/user/"><FONT color=#000000>nicole0818</FONT></A>&nbsp;<A href="http://tjsmama1.buzznet.com/user/"><FONT color=#000000>tjsmama1</FONT></A>&nbsp;stumpfan2007</SPAN><SPAN style="TEXT-DECORATION: underline"><BR></SPAN></P><SPAN style="TEXT-DECORATION:&#133;]]></summary>
	    <author><name>bethstump</name></author>
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&lt;P dir=ltr style=&quot;MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px&quot;&gt;&lt;SPAN style=&quot;FONT-STYLE: italic&quot;&gt;I was tagged by &lt;A href=&quot;http://sweetestangel16.buzznet.com/user/&quot;&gt;&lt;FONT color=#000000&gt;sweetestangel16&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/A&gt; &lt;A href=&quot;http://nicole0818.buzznet.com/user/&quot;&gt;&lt;FONT color=#000000&gt;nicole0818&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/A&gt; &lt;A href=&quot;http://tjsmama1.buzznet.com/user/&quot;&gt;&lt;FONT color=#000000&gt;tjsmama1&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/A&gt; stumpfan2007&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style=&quot;TEXT-DECORATION: underline&quot;&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;SPAN style=&quot;TEXT-DECORATION: underline&quot;&gt;

&lt;P&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;

&lt;P&gt;&lt;SPAN style=&quot;FONT-WEIGHT: bold; TEXT-DECORATION: underline&quot;&gt;Here are the rules:&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;1) Only list 8 facts.&lt;BR&gt;2) You must then list 8 TAGS at the end of the post. This means you must name 8 people on Buzznet who now must do the same blog.&lt;BR&gt;3) Go comment on their profile and tell them to come read yours! I want participation.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;DIV&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;SPAN style=&quot;FONT-WEIGHT: bold; TEXT-DECORATION: underline&quot;&gt;Totally random facts about me:&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;1.I have always been awesome at video games since i was 4&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;2. I learned to draw from my kindergartan teacher.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;3. I never liked my grandma but my mom says i am Grace Conway reincarnated&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;4. I have almost caused a lock down at my school&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;5. I HAVE OVER 200 pictures of FOB and 50 POSTERS on my bedroom walls right now&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;6. I have very nasty dreams about everyone and everything&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;7. When I was five years old if my mom was mean I would pee my pants so she'd clean it up&lt;/DIV&gt;

&lt;DIV&gt;&lt;BR&gt;8. My bestfriend and I are complete opposites&lt;/DIV&gt;

&lt;DIV&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;SPAN style=&quot;FONT-STYLE: italic&quot;&gt;I am tagging: MrsStumph, JessieLoves, &lt;A href=&quot;http://trohmaniarulez.buzznet.com/user&quot; target=_blank&gt;&lt;FONT color=#000000&gt;trohmaniarulez&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/A&gt;&lt;FONT color=#000000&gt;,&lt;/FONT&gt; stumplover2384, infinityonhigh1123, xxxblackshadowxxx, &lt;A href=&quot;http://falloutboychick5.buzznet.com/user/&quot;&gt;&lt;FONT color=#000000&gt;falloutboychick5&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/A&gt;&lt;FONT color=#000000&gt;, &lt;/FONT&gt;patrickstumplover888&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/DIV&gt;]]></content>
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		  <entry>
	    <title>My dreams are oh so intricate (Ch 3 Jamsie)</title>
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	    <issued>2007-07-27T11:44:00Z</issued>
	    <modified>2007-07-27T11:44:00Z</modified>
	    <created>2007-07-27T11:44:00Z</created>
	    <summary type="application/xhtml+xml"><![CDATA[<P align=center>So last night I was watching alot of dog shows so I think that in some way affected my&#133;]]></summary>
	    <author><name>bethstump</name></author>
	    <content type="application/xhtml+xml" mode="xml" xml:lang="en-us"><![CDATA[&lt;P align=center&gt;So last night I was watching alot of dog shows so I think that in some way affected my dreams.&lt;/P&gt;

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&lt;P align=left&gt;   It had been a month and I finally started to look pregnant, the guys will probably suspect something at the end of the month. It was a boring Sunday, Patrick and I were watching TV on the couch. &quot;Yuck everything is boring!&quot; I wanted to be entertained and the entertainment system wasnt working! &quot;Video games?&quot; He asked me &quot;We don't have anything we agree on though...&quot; We thought for a second &quot;What about Tony Hawk 2?&quot; I havent played that game since I moved in with Patrick two years ago! &quot;You still have that game?&quot;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P align=left&gt;   We ran upstairs and I checked through my cd rack, &quot;You know you really don't need all the Fall Out Boy cds in there&quot; He told me this because we have boxes of them, &quot;Here it is!&quot; I took out the game. &quot;Wow, its dusty!&quot; We laughed for a second. It was odd that it was dusty, so then we went downstairs and played.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P align=left&gt;   After a couple hours of making up weird parks and skate tricks, like the Trick, we turned the game off I was satisfied. &quot;Beth I need to go to the store are you okay with being alone for a little bit?&quot; &quot;Wow you never go to the store.&quot; I was surprised &quot;Yeah we need some stuff and I'm up for it.&quot; &quot;Okay then you go I'll just stay here&quot; I kissed him and he left.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;&lt;BR&gt;   It was two hours later I was REALLY bored again. So I called my bestest friend Aubree. We talked for an hour when I heard the door. &quot;Its Patrick&quot; &quot;Aww... You gotta go now?&quot; She whined &quot;Yeah I'll call you back tomorrow.&quot; &quot;See ya&quot; &quot;Bye&quot; We hung up. I heard the door again, then it flung open and Hemmingway bursted through! He jumped on me &quot;How are you doing?&quot; and I squished his face. He made a little grunting noise then Pete came in. &quot;Hey Pete why are you here?&quot; &quot;To see&quot; I was bewildered &quot;See what?&quot;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;   Then at that moment Patrick came in with some bags &quot;You need some help?&quot; &quot;No you sit I'll get them,&quot; As he said this he had a huge smile. He had a couple trips bringing stuff to the kitchen. When he finally walked in with nothing but a leash, nothing attached he brought it over to me and threw it at me &quot;Is this Hemmys?&quot; I asked. When I said his name He perked up. Then I looked over at the open door, and there was a little puppy. &quot;Patrick theres a dog.&quot; He looked at me, and walked over to get it.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;  &quot;Beth meet Hemmy and our new best friend&quot; &quot;Oh my god Patrick,&quot; I said it very quietly He handed the puppy to me. I stood up, and put the pup down on the floor next to Hemmy, no fighting whatsoever. I hugged Patrick. He knew I loved dogs but have never had one. &quot;What breed is it whats its name is it a boy or a girl?!?&quot; I love that man sooo much! &quot;Rottwiler, boy, hasnt been named yet.&quot; &quot;You mean we get to name it?&quot; I was as happy as a little girl with a bunny!&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;  &quot;When I was little I had an imaginary puppy named Jamsie, Could we name him Jamsie?&quot; I did have a imaginary puppy five years ago only it was a pommeranian. &quot;Yeah thats fine I don't make up good names anyway&quot; Yeah right. I looked over at the puppy he was chewing on Hemmys ear, and through all this Hemmy was still cool. I picked up Jamsie &quot;Jamsie!&quot; He had no response to the name just the sound. Then he reached over and licked Patrick. &quot;Oh you lucky little thing I want to do that to but Petes here&quot; I had no idea where Pete went.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;  Patrick got out one of the bags and it had bunches of dog stuff then he went back and got the other two. He took out the dog bed, &quot;Should it go in the kitchen or our bedroom?&quot; He asked me and held it out. I had read that for the first few weeks you have to get as close to the puppy as you can, because at a young age it should still be by its mother, &quot;Our room,&quot; &quot;Okay&quot; then he threw it on the couch, &quot;But then we'll move it to the kitchen because I'm not gonna be cleaning that many stains in our room the kitchen as hard floors.&quot; He nodded I set Jamsie down and he started running. When he ran to the kitchen he started barking.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;  We ran out there, We found where Pete was. &quot;Pete! Get out of that&quot; He got into our cereal, I don't want to run out again, &quot;What?&quot; He said with a mout full of cocoa puffs &quot;So thats where it all went&quot; Patrick said, &quot;fine.&quot; He closed the box. &quot;Yeah I ate all Joes cereal the other day!&quot; &quot;Jamsie!&quot; I tried again, didn't work. &quot;Hemmingway!&quot; I knew that would work, and it did! He ran in and stopped at Pete and just looked at him.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;  &quot;What does he want?&quot; Patrick asked Pete &quot;He wants to play hes bored your house isnt as fun as mine.&quot; &quot;Tell me about it&quot; I said under my breath &quot;What was that nothing Sweetie!&quot; &quot;Whatever, what does he normally play with.&quot; &quot;Whatever he can get to.&quot; Uh-Oh I was thinking&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;  After an hour of Hemmy tearin up the place Pete and Hemmy left, &quot;Jamsie!&quot; He looked at me, &quot;I think its finally getting through&quot; Patrick told me as we were watching tv again. &quot;I'm gonna take Jamsie out side.&quot; I picked him up &quot;Got it I'll be right here&quot; Lazy butt! I took him outside so he could do his thing and I saw some people, I was really releived to see they werent fans or guys with cameras I could see them over the fence. Jamsie then walked over to me I tried to bend down to him but it didnt feel right so I sat on the backstep. I stroked him for a while I love this little guy.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;  When I went inside I told Patrick about the bending down, &quot;Then you can't anymore Beth okay? We want to be careful.&quot; I agreed with him, &quot;But that means I can't do alot,&quot; He looked at me &quot;We already talked about that Beth you get to be lazy for half a year.&quot; &quot;Hey!&quot; Grr.. I was thinking &quot;Just kidding I'll do the work&quot; Jamsie fell asleep in between us. &quot;He is so cute&quot; I whispered and pointed. &quot;I love you&quot; and I hugged him. &quot;Love you too&quot; He whispered back.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;  The day was almost over, When we were eating dinner. Jamsie wouldn't stop looking at Patrick. &quot;Your not feeding him any scraps I dont wnat him to learn to beg.&quot; Patrick got up and walked into the kitchen I heard nosies like how cereal sounds when you put it in the bowl he then brought a dog bowl into the dinning room and set by the wall &quot;Now hes to busy to beg.&quot;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;  We finished eating and watched tv for along time. Then we were too bored and went to bed. Patrick put Jamsie in his little bed and walked upstairs with it, he then set the bed down by the door to our room. &quot;I hope he goes to sleep.&quot; I thought he might be up all night &quot;Nah he'll be fine&quot; Patrick and I got dressed for bed to tierd for anything.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;    Good night Beth&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;                       Night Patrick&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;                                  Good night Jamsie&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;                                                    BARK!&lt;/P&gt;

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&lt;P align=right&gt;                                                     To be continued...&lt;/P&gt;]]></content>
	    </entry>
		  <entry>
	    <title>My dreams are oh so intricate (ch 2 Pregnancy)</title>
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	    <id>buzznet:user:entry:id:685841</id>
	    <issued>2007-07-25T15:15:00Z</issued>
	    <modified>2007-07-25T15:15:00Z</modified>
	    <created>2007-07-25T15:15:00Z</created>
	    <summary type="application/xhtml+xml"><![CDATA[<P>Okay yes we all have dreams of carrying someone in FOBs child, but have you ever had the dream so&#133;]]></summary>
	    <author><name>bethstump</name></author>
	    <content type="application/xhtml+xml" mode="xml" xml:lang="en-us"><![CDATA[&lt;P&gt;Okay yes we all have dreams of carrying someone in FOBs child, but have you ever had the dream so detailed its like the earth stopped for ten months and you entered something completely new? Well if you didnt catch the last one thats where this will pick up. 

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&lt;P&gt;   I had woken up the day after finding out, Patrick was still asleep. The little cutie was tired, he was up really late we both were. Patrick and I had a conversation and during it he was afraid something might go wrong. I told him not to worry then we went to sleep, but now its 6:00 in the morning and I cant go back to sleep! So I went down to the kitchen to wait for him to get up so we'd decide what to eat for breakfast. &lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;   I get bored easily so I went back to the bedroom to use the computer, I turned on buzznet like I normally do every day but I no longer search for Fall Out Boy, I type up daily things for the girls!(everyone whos reading this) I also go to neopets because well, just because! Then I heard mumbleing.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;  Patrick finally started to wake up, the lazy butt he wakes up two hours after me! &quot;Beth what are you doing?&quot; He said in the tired morning voice &quot;using the computer why?&quot; He normally doesnt ask me &quot;Just checking you woke up early?&quot; &quot;mmhmm&quot; He got up and walked in the bathroom, then I went to myspace, then I turned it off. I was done and bored so I got dressed. He came out and was dressed to. We don't like sleep clothes very much. Then we walked together down the stairs to the kitchen.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;   &quot;Do we have any cereal left?&quot; He asked me that like I go to the store daily, &quot;No when the guys came over the over day Pete took the last box and threw them at Joe remember?&quot; he closed the cabinent and jumped off the chair, yes he has to use a chair theyre really high up, the house was really made for a tall family not for Patrick. &quot;Hun just sit down I'll make something,&quot; It was a funny sight to see him jump off the chair, &quot;need my help?&quot; I looked around &quot;Yes!&quot; I'm really no good at cooking&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;  So we had made some pancakes he knew how to make them and I made some when I was nine so I had experience! We had sat down in the dinning room to eat when we heard the door, &quot;I'll get it!&quot; and he rushed over to it like a little kid. He went out and I put the food on the table. &quot;Package&quot; he told me as he walked in with it, &quot;yours?&quot; I said with a giggle in my voice, &quot;so very funny, no its yours I don't know what its from you order something?&quot; I probably ordered clothes &quot;clothes probably just throw it on the couch&quot; He threw it and it bounced off and hit the floor. &quot;eh. just leave it. lets eat&quot;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;   We sat and ate pretty quiet too, he was thinking again. &quot;you know its gonna be fine,&quot; I want to reasure him. &quot;but dont you remember?&quot;My sister had tried a couple times both died, and hearing this scared Patrick when he heard it . &quot;Patrick it'll be fine.&quot; &lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;   &quot;Beth how did this happen?&quot; That qeustion seemed a little stupid. &quot;.....&quot; i just looked at him. &quot;What you take the pills I wear the gloves this makes no sense!&quot; Then we both thought for a minute. Yes we both thought the same things. There was this time on the tour bus after a show... &quot;The tour bus!&quot;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;   Yes the night after the best concert on tour, we didnt really think. &quot;Patrick what about the best concert of the tour?&quot; He just looked at me, must not remember very well. A moment..... &quot;Oh shit! That night?&quot; Now that would be one of the best moments in our marrage, it started with me playing video games with Andy and Patrick haven to go pee, I followed after a minute. It ended up in the back bedroom and we were making fun of something we saw on tv that was the part that must have done the trick&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;   &quot;I remember it now, the concert wasnt the only best thing about the tour...&quot; &quot;PATRICK!&quot; I yelled &quot;sorry just thinking out loud&quot; &quot;you butt!&quot; i pushed him &quot;thats not something to talk about when im eating... I'll choke!&quot; Then we finished eating&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;   By the afternoon we got bored with the house and went over to Petes. On the drive we turned on the radio and teenagers was on! We both were singing and thats the funny part we're not teenagers! Then I thought of something, &quot;Patrick I've got an idea.&quot;*Scheming* &quot;What would that be?&quot; He smiled, &quot;Lets not tell the guys yet.&quot; &quot;Really?&quot; He was surprised &quot;yeah I mean we'll let them find out.&quot; I wanted to see what would happen, maybe Joe would call me fat, or Andy might think of it.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;   When we got there we went straight to the yard, Pete knew we were coming. Joe was in the tub exactly like how he was on cribs, this was the last night before another concert so the guys were relaxing... &quot;LOOK OUT!!!&quot; Pete threw one of Hemmys toys at us and that dog got big! Hemmy bursts through our legs and we both fall. &quot;Fuck!&quot; Patrick yelled &quot;Patrick...&quot; &quot;that hurt...&quot; I got up fast and helped him up. &quot;So you guys playing a secert show here tomorrow?&quot; I asked &quot;Yep! And this time noone really knows!&quot; Joe yelled to us.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;   The day was long and wet but when we got home we were too tierd for anything. We fell face first on the bed, and slept in our clothes. &quot;love you&quot;  &quot;Go to sleep Beth!... I love you too&quot;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;Damn&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;        that &lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;              day &lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;                   was&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;                        looooooooooong!&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;                                                                                                                      To be continued...&lt;/P&gt;]]></content>
	    </entry>
		  <entry>
	    <title>My dreams are oh so intricate (ch 1 accident)</title>
	    <link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://bethstump.buzznet.com/user/journal/671061/"/>
	    <id>buzznet:user:entry:id:671061</id>
	    <issued>2007-07-23T12:09:00Z</issued>
	    <modified>2007-07-23T12:09:00Z</modified>
	    <created>2007-07-23T12:09:00Z</created>
	    <summary type="application/xhtml+xml"><![CDATA[<P align=center><IMG src="http://img.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/6/3/6/4/4/1/orig-636441.jpg" border=0><BR></P>
<P>Ever had that feeling where you just wake up somewhere no idea why? I've had that two&#133;]]></summary>
	    <author><name>bethstump</name></author>
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&lt;P&gt;Ever had that feeling where you just wake up somewhere no idea why? I've had that two times in my life, Chicago was beat up had no idea and I woke up in the hospital once. I had west nile meninjitous. But thats how this one starts off.&lt;/P&gt;

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&lt;P&gt;&quot;Joe! Why'd you do that!&quot;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;            &quot;We need to get her to the hospital!&quot;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;                                        &quot;Pete I need your help!&quot;

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&lt;P&gt;    I felt light under my eyes I was awake but I hadent opened my eyes yet. I had a feeling I didnt want to know where I was. I opened them anyway I was laying in a hospital bed, Patrick was at the end of the room talking to a nurse, &quot;...yes glass,&quot; &quot;It could be lodged in her head&quot; as the nurse said this Patrick looked uneven &quot;couldnt that kill her&quot; &quot;yes but it didnt go in far enough&quot; &lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;       Patrick then turned to look at me, he saw I was awake. He ran over and hugged me, &quot;Patrick what happened?&quot; I asked confused, his facial expression almost made me cry, &quot;Beth, last night, when we were out Joe got drunk and... He was showing off and threw a beer bottle,&quot; &quot;and?&quot; I asked i knew the answer &quot;It got your head&quot; He got a worse look, &quot;is Joe okay?&quot; Patrick answered another one of my qeustions &quot;Joe is fine but hes afraid to talk to either of us right now&quot; He looked really bad again, Then the nurse came over she checked my iv, &quot;you are very lucky to survive that. Your husband and other witnesses said that it came at full speed, that could have broken your skull.&quot;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;    At this time I started to feel a small pain in my head, I cringed. Patrick look worried again, &quot;Beth I have to leave and call some people, will you be okay?&quot; I love his concern &quot;yes Patrick I will be fine&quot; he got up and left the room. &quot;Your very lucky to have him as well, his friend Pete told me right away after you hit the ground he ran and started yelling for someone to get his car started as he tried to lift you, but he needed Petes help, he came down too.&quot; I smiled and nodded.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;     After that Patrick came back in the room &quot;the guys and your sister are gonna come down&quot; Patrick got this odd look in his eyes, he thinks Mandas a little insane. &quot;Patrick!&quot; I yelled to bring him back to earth, &quot;yeah oh okay Amandas coming and the guys so lets not be to emotional&quot; It seemed weird he would say that. &quot;Okay sweet stuff!&quot; I acted as if nothing had happened&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;    In a few minutes Manda was rusing through the door &quot;BETH! are you okay!&quot; Patrick look exhausted and ploped his butt in a chair. Manda looked at him &quot;whats up with him?&quot; I just looked at her &quot;oh long night I geuss&quot; It was true Patrick had stayed with me all night like I would do for him. &quot;Beth I came by to make sure you were okay but I have to go Bams gonna try and kill Ville today and... well I'm gonna stop him&quot; she ran out the door &quot;bye Beth bye Patricia&quot; Patrick looked annoyed, she popped back oh yeah Pete Andy and Joe are here!&quot;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;     Then Pete and Andy came in the room &quot;are you guys okay?&quot; I asked them &quot;we're fine we arent the ones in the hospital!&quot; Pete being a smartmouth &quot;Wheres Joe?&quot; i asked Andy answered &quot;Hes outside the room&quot; &quot;well bring him in for me&quot; i wanted to see him. He walked in slowly looking at his feet. &quot;Joe I'm over here.&quot; I really wanted to have him right next to me, he walked over to me &quot;come down here&quot; i told him he leand down a little &quot;closer&quot; really close to me. Then I hugged him &quot;how could you think Id be angry at you&quot; I was hugging and talking like what you do to a five year old. He smiled and sat down.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;   The doctor came in, &quot;wow youve got alot of company, Bethany you will be able to go home a little later today I will prescribe you some pain killers.&quot; he left the room again &quot;guys i think you can go home we'll be fine they said bye and I sat up no iv is stopping me. I gave the guys a hug and they left. &quot;Patrick...&quot; he got up and walked over to me &quot;are you okay you look worse than me&quot; I kissed him &quot;no i'm fine.&quot; he kissed back, then theres a whole little scene of that.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;   A little later that day he was sitting on the foot of my bed, I was dressed back in my clothes not a stupid hospital gown I hate those things, Then the nurse came in surprised I was in normal clothes &quot;I came in to take the iv out so you could leave is it still in?&quot; I showed her my arm and she took it out. Then the doctor came in you have only been seeing each other no secert relationships right?&quot;  We both nodded &quot;that we know of&quot; Patrick said with the odd look again, &quot;well then I should tell you this too&quot; The doctor said with a sigh at the end like he was tired &quot;tell us what?&quot; us both&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;   &quot;Bethany is pregnent.&quot; he told us  &quot;!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!&quot; We both were surprised &quot;how long?&quot; Patrick asked &quot;three months&quot; we were even more surprised &quot;didnt you realize you werent having your period?&quot; Patrick said &quot;as if you would know!&quot; I told him &quot;please you two don't argue this is a good thing right?&quot; he was acting like a teacher &quot;yes it is, right Beth?&quot; Patrick asked me I just smiled I almost cried. &quot;Well Beth here is your perscription&quot; handed me the slip &quot;and you can go home now&quot;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;   We went to the front desk check out and went home. What a day.....&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;                                                                                                 To be continued&lt;/P&gt;]]></content>
	    </entry>
		  <entry>
	    <title>My dreams are oh so intricate (introduction and brief summary)</title>
	    <link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://bethstump.buzznet.com/user/journal/669671/"/>
	    <id>buzznet:user:entry:id:669671</id>
	    <issued>2007-07-23T11:01:00Z</issued>
	    <modified>2007-07-23T11:01:00Z</modified>
	    <created>2007-07-23T11:01:00Z</created>
	    <summary type="application/xhtml+xml"><![CDATA[<P>words words words all i see are words</P>
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okay hears the thing these past four nights I've been having lead to&#133;]]></summary>
	    <author><name>bethstump</name></author>
	    <content type="application/xhtml+xml" mode="xml" xml:lang="en-us"><![CDATA[&lt;P&gt;words words words all i see are words&lt;/P&gt;

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okay hears the thing these past four nights I've been having lead to dreams. Like a story they lead to another they are all about myself marrying Patrick after four years and living life with Fall Out Boy. So since these dreams are leading if they stop the writing will follow. Also in my dream world I am a hot twenty-three year old i look like me still though

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&lt;P&gt;So this morning I listened to Infinity On High and found a name for all this when I got to Fame&lt;Infamy, it hit me Intricate Aint a scene! So thats how I finally got a name for this! So if you see this name your gonna think 'Beth's got a story up!'&lt;/P&gt;

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&lt;P&gt;I think I'm a crappy writer but you all seem to like this so I'll write up two a little later&lt;/P&gt;

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&lt;P&gt;HAVE A NICE DAY!!&lt;/P&gt;]]></content>
	    </entry>
		  <entry>
	    <title>Panic! at the disco smokes? (FIRST FANFIC AND INTRODUCTION)</title>
	    <link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://bethstump.buzznet.com/user/journal/660411/"/>
	    <id>buzznet:user:entry:id:660411</id>
	    <issued>2007-07-21T19:54:00Z</issued>
	    <modified>2007-07-21T19:54:00Z</modified>
	    <created>2007-07-21T19:54:00Z</created>
	    <summary type="application/xhtml+xml"><![CDATA[<P align=center>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; There will now be a bunch of fanfics by my brain! Dreams ive had some scary others hilarious&#133;]]></summary>
	    <author><name>bethstump</name></author>
	    <content type="application/xhtml+xml" mode="xml" xml:lang="en-us"><![CDATA[&lt;P align=center&gt;    There will now be a bunch of fanfics by my brain! Dreams ive had some scary others hilarious romantic (the Patrick ones are kinda private though) and cute!!&lt;/P&gt;

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&lt;P&gt; &quot;Are we there yet&quot;. a voice it was too dark &quot;just about&quot; another &quot;got the sticks&quot; &quot;YES!!&quot; a really loud voice. it got bright then i see it, i was in front of Hy-vee it was around two in the morning i turn. I see Ryan and Spencer my favorite Panicies! Then Ryan gets in his pocket i couldnt see, then he pulls out a white stick, cancer inducing, cough bringing, cigarette.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;  He puts it in his mouth and Spencer lights it with a green lighter, Ryan starts taking long drags like he'd been doing it his whole life. Brendon yells &quot;give me one!&quot; SSHH! Jon grab him by the mouth &quot;you want them to hear us&quot; &quot;mm-mm&quot; then he quietly takes one out and Spencer lights it.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;Brendon unlike Ryan, looked like he had no idea what he was doing he puts it too far back and huffs it! When he pulled it out he burnt his fingers on the end. &quot;YEOW!&quot; &quot;BRENDON&quot; we all whisper in unicen, at that moment Ryan offers me one &quot;Beth want some&quot; and I told him &quot;I can't thats how my grandmother Grace died..&quot; He looked sincere &quot;Okay thats enough for tonight&quot;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;I was quiet i had gotten upset, Brendon says &quot;come on lets go have some fun&quot; we walked in the store. I was walking down the aisles like i always do, then right from behind me Spencer speeds past in a cart Jon chasing after. Brendon was in the cereal aisle with a cart putting every single box in. Ryan just walking with me.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;After an hour of madness we got kicked out, Brendon got in the frezzer somehow, so after the employee told us leave it was gettig light out when i realized it wasnt an hour it was four! The guys finally got tierd, so we headed for my place. Thet slept in my room. &quot;No funny &lt;FONT size=2&gt;Business&quot; i told them. Then we slept.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;

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&lt;P&gt;&lt;FONT size=2&gt;and thats the end of it it could go on but it doesnt&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;&lt;FONT size=2&gt;So in a while I'll start work on other ones also i need you all to tell me if i can write up the perverted ones too&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;&lt;FONT size=2&gt;                                                                    &lt;/P&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;]]></content>
	    </entry>
		  <entry>
	    <title>Just a little something for all you people who think pain is funny</title>
	    <link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://bethstump.buzznet.com/user/journal/544291/"/>
	    <id>buzznet:user:entry:id:544291</id>
	    <issued>2007-07-04T17:26:00Z</issued>
	    <modified>2007-07-04T17:26:00Z</modified>
	    <created>2007-07-04T17:26:00Z</created>
	    <summary type="application/xhtml+xml"><![CDATA[<P>A few people here know that I've had a teribble ear infection, but this week right when it was healing&#133;]]></summary>
	    <author><name>bethstump</name></author>
	    <content type="application/xhtml+xml" mode="xml" xml:lang="en-us"><![CDATA[&lt;P&gt;A few people here know that I've had a teribble ear infection, but this week right when it was healing when I thought I wouldn't feel pain for a while my toenail is gone!&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;On the 2nd I was listening to Infinity On High when my mom and sister start watching some TV show on the Travel Channel. They were having a blast watching it so I wanted to see, but I forgot my glasses in the bathroom when I took my shower. &lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;So I walk to the bathroom and I dont know what I saw but my sister was in there! (i gotta learn to knock) So she says butthole and slams the door. My toe hurt so I looked down and I saw extra yellow where part of my toe was not! I screamed and Manda freaked out, she thought a bone was out of place. Right when I got over to my mom to show her my toe was covered in blood.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;Now I have have a toenail and a healing ear.&lt;/P&gt;

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&lt;P&gt; Oh yeah and did you hear FOBs been nominated for 2 teen choice awards!&lt;/P&gt;

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&lt;P&gt;VOTE FOR &lt;STRIKE&gt;PEDRO&lt;/STRIKE&gt;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;FALL OUT BOY!&lt;/P&gt;]]></content>
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